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He who would be free must himself strike the blow — Frederick Douglass

the 12 steps are the Amidah For Dummies (G-yim)

Although it would be correct in a sense to say that Bill and Bob plagiarized the Oxford Group’s “5 C’s”, which a lot of people are aware of, the fact that there are twelve steps and that they contain very specific and detailed steps that go above and beyond the 5 C’s, suggests that the 12 steps are actually from the Amidah. And further the work of finding the “lost” (lost in a bottle or a baggie or in sin and decadence or insanity) of Israel. Amazing Grace was about a lost and blind wretch, it wasn’t about a “winner” who was “spiritual” and only showed up in jail with everyone else for singing hymns too loudly during the service.

Convincing someone to attend meetings and recite the 12 steps at the opening of every meeting is a way to get the group to “pray the Amidah” or .. something akin to it .. very obliquely and indirectly in a controlled fashion.

Yes, it’s manipulative. Like Jews are in general.

Just as when Dr Bob said “bill you’re going to scare those drunks to death with that white flash spiritual jumbo” and so they dumbed it down for those “stupid drunks.”

Were they wrong? I’ve sat here railing and bitching and carping and flailing and flaming to the world about how stupid some of them are.

Maybe Dr Bob had a point.

If the “12 steps” make you feel closer to God or spirtuality hmm maybe where there’s smoke there’s fire… but as with clergy sex abuse , or with gays and lesbians being told theyre damned to hell in a church, AA and NA and their ilk are rife with spiritual abuse, gossip, sabotage, bullying, sex/financial predators that turn them of to “the program” and at some point we refuse to crawl back to our abusers even as they scream “you’re nothing without me” “shun the non believer! stay away from her!” or “you’ll die.” (or in the egregious example of the NA Chatroom, never mind drugs, the members threaten to kill you!) And that’s what makes AA/NA an evil and insidious cult in which neither god nor truth live.

1. In the first one we refer to G‑d as “The One who shields Abraham.”6

  • you can’t comprehend god until you recognize your own powerlessness

2. When Isaac was saved from near death at the Akeidah7 the angels said, “The one who resurrects the dead.”

  • note: resurrects could be “restored to sanity”, this is a context used by HFASS and Nadia Bolz-Weber in her book Pastrix. You would “need to”believe that this is possible in order to proceed with alchemy/transmutation .
  • THIS IS NOT NECESSARY IN ORDER TO GET , OR STAY , CLEAN AND SOBER AS MANY OTHERS READILY POINT OUT AND ATTEMPT TO OFFER ALTERNATIVES AND SECULAR OPTIONS FOR. To claim that This Is The Only True Way and The Only Way That Works or that It is Even a Thing That Works At All is wrong and it’s insulting. If you enjoy the alchemy, the great work, the 12 steps, etc , then all power is being removed from them and from you when you don’t know what you’re doing or why as you “choose” to undertake the work , to work with “clay” (sponsor and be of service to others) etc. Ideally you would be doing this for the sake of healing or helping others and / or I guess practicing Amidah for Dummies, if it’s just too damn complicated for you.

3. The theme of holiness is especially associated with Jacob,8 thus we conclude the third blessing saying “The holy G‑d.”

  • In 12 step parlance, “coming to believe” lays the ground work for even pursuing this further . It’s common for steppers to refer you to steps 1,2,3 rinse lather and repeat as necessary before you proceed to step four:

    With the fourth blessing, we begin to pray for our human needs:

4. We must ask for wisdom before all else since, absent of wisdom, we cannot accomplish anything at all.

5. After we have wisdom, we begin to recognize our faults and correct them. Therefore we pray for repentance after praying for wisdom.

6. Only after we have corrected our ways, we can ask for forgiveness for past wrongs; therefore we pray for forgiveness after praying for repentance.

7. After we have completed repairing our past misdeeds,9 and we want to continue to grow in our Torah study and service of G‑d, we recognize how the great difficulties in our lives hinder us from that growth, so here we pray for redemption from the general difficulties of life.

8. After we have emerged from the greater difficulties, we realize the various particular ailments we have that need to be healed, and so we pray for healing.

9. During illness there is no desire for food. So after praying for healing, we are ready to pray for abundance in produce and livelihood.

10. After we ask for our basic needs to be filled, we begin to pray for greater and more general blessings, namely the gathering of all the Jewish people in Israel.

11-12. The gathering of the Jewish people will be followed by reinstating the judges who will punish the wicked, therefore the next two blessings are the requests for reinstating our judges and for punishing the wicked.

13. This causes the exaltation of the righteous, which is the following request.

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/3834226/jewish/What-Is-the-Amidah.htm

LOL but it’s Spiritual Not Religious! God they really prey on your ignorance, it is manifestly religious, it is literally Judaism. Unless you’re trying to tell me that Judaism isn’t a religion, in which case, why does anyone have to respect it?

Oh boy, I’m excited. When do we get to the punishing the wicked part? My body is ready.

Tricking the g-yim into practicing the Amidah.

Could you posssssssssibly get any more Jewish.

The gate to the Garden of Aten [eg St Therese and her “garden” of souls] 18 > 13 , the feather , the reed, the serpent (three) represented on the gate as “1+3” – or alternatively, represented as the feather / the reed and the oroboros “1+8” (infinity, 8). 18 is thirteen (adversity/strife) perfected , eg thirteen to the third power. 6 + 6 + 6 = 18. Left Hand Path. Right Hand Path, it doesn’t matter which one gets you to the top as long as the math works out. The “four rivers” are the oceans.

nice shirt btw, Pepe:

year of the eagle

welcome to 1982.

9/11 never happened .

you are not a targeted individual.

we were never at war with Oceania.

we were never at war with Eurasia.

That never happened.

I’ve never done any of those bad things in real life- just in the astral realm, it had to be this way, that is what made us the way we are.

temporally, I calculate we are going to be compatible with the space time continuum of:

According to Chinese Zodiac and Five Element Theory, People born in 1982 are “Water Dogs”. Additionally, the water element represents wisdom in the Five Elements Theory, so 1982 can also be called the “Year of the Wise Dog”. People born in this year are believed to be smarter compared to those people born in other dog years.

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1982 Chinese Zodiac Element & Personality

The birth year 1982 belongs to the Chinese Zodiac sign of the Dog, specifically the Water Dog, due to the cycling five elemental system, which includes Wood, Fire, Earth, Metal, and Water. As per Chinese astrology, the Water Dog is known for their strong sense of justice, determination, and straightforwardness.

In Chinese culture, Water is associated with wisdom, flexibility, and softness. Therefore, those born in the year of the Water Dog are believed to possess a unique blend of courage and intelligence, with a fluid capacity to adapt to different situations. They are intuitive, sensitive, and often have a knack for understanding complex issues.

Water Dogs are also believed to be empathetic and supportive towards others, making them excellent friends and partners. Their sense of justice and innate wisdom often lead them towards professions that enable them to serve society in meaningful ways. Whether it’s the world of law, education, counseling, or creative arts, Water Dogs are destined to make a difference. Their magnetic personalities, combined with their ability to easily relate to others, make them an attractive force in both personal and professional arenas.

So, if you were born in 1982, your Chinese Zodiac Element is Water, and your animal sign is Dog. This combination gives you a host of admirable qualities that can lead you to success and fulfillment in various aspects of life. Embrace your Water Dog traits, as they are a testament to your unique strengths and potential.

1982 Water Dog Horoscope 2024

For those born under the sign of the Dog in 1982, the year 2024 will bring a series of challenges and trials. Due to the clash with Tai Sui, fortune tends to fluctuate, with financial luck and career experiencing ups and downs.

Hence, maintaining a low-profile approach is advisable this year, avoiding reckless behavior or undue haste in achieving success. A defensive stance coupled with careful consideration in decision-making is optimal, avoiding blind adherence to anonymous advice to prevent deception.

Health must be given special attention, as those born under the sign of the Dog are prone to injuries or infections. Awareness of traffic safety and road conditions while traveling is essential to prevent falls or injuries.

For those with illnesses or chronic conditions, meticulous self-care is vital, seeking timely medical attention and not ignoring symptoms. Additionally, strict adherence to dietary hygiene is necessary to avoid triggering gastrointestinal issues.

Despite the less-than-ideal fortunes, it is crucial not to lose heart as the second half of the year promises gradual improvement, providing an opportune time to seize the moment.

the 48 hour astral/temporal day

so.. “I” know how to “reverse the poles” for “my” temporal experience between then astral and physical world without drugs…. but it will be something that I will never do again without military approval and intervention…. Mexico got real close to figuring out what’s “wrong” and figuring out which side was real or not , and I participated a little… we all did ….

………………… and I also know how to prevent anyone including me from doing it without permission or approval from both sides in the future …….

… but let’s get there first because I have no time or patience for people looking for a … a whatever … to kidnap rape thieve from or do your absolute worst to again……. and I will do it if I’m in a crowd that needs to just fade away into the void of the astral realm…. Like was done by space force or whatever in 2020, and like I did in 2024.

….. that’s going to mean there is an armistice line at 0 and 24 hours in the day.. what you once called the north and South Pole in clown world.

I have documented that I’ve petitioned begged pleaded the United States , sued them in federal court, been a crank to every agency on earth, and been a disregarded banned shunned Cassandra and Lisa Simpson that they couldn’t care less if I was banned silenced and or dead …

… from here on out I’m not personally engaging in this exercise unless it’s obvious these people don’t live or belong here or if I’m in imminent danger…….

…. I’ll be the one who can drive safely past the gasoline tankers on either side in the correct lane …….. and that’s how serious I am, in the event I think it’s important…. I’m willing to sail right those things and did several times …

… but we need to coordinate on that next year. I suppose even though I am exhausted and beat the fuck up, yes, I’m volunteering… but a lot of people have had a very long, uhm, day. Let’s see if that “metaverse” is even still there after year/day zero ……………….

my warning sign will be anyone laying claim to a property in this town who I know does not own that house or live in it. I am noping the fuck out of it one more time, and I know precisely how and when to turn the hourglass over….

I can’t give you dates, I can tell you that on march 17th we go into 3/4 time and they go into 1/4 time, it doesn’t matter which one I go into temporally at this point.

They know who I am, we all know what’s going on, and it doesn’t matter what you do or what “side” you chose after March 16th.

… get it.. 3/16…

the scarab :

othello:

the 48 hour day in the physical world and the astral world:

”the” moon.

lol…..

… im not confused at all.

… or a “baby”

.. or unaware of what’s happening in case you haven’t gotten the HINT about that by now.

I’ll spoil the ending for you a little bit though:

Quetzalcóatl is “mega maid” from space balls.

so…

SUCK! SUCK! SUCK!

Those gringos picked the wrong family city country and state to dial in on for their arrival!!!

You “can’t breathe” in the astral realm

Get it. George “I Can’t Breathe” Floyd?

LOL

t. 50 degree mason.

you are in the temporal space of…1959

Yesterday , in the temporal space of 1979 there were a bunch of white people speaking English wandering around with cellphones in my neighborhood… which doesn’t have cell service…. Or white people… Asking me about the moon impact and the disaster that had happened here… “what’s up there? Do you go up there to rent moon buggies?”

oh fuck oh shit oh holy fuck, I got it now.

”Oh, you mean like.. in 1959 or 1969 or whatever? Really, who cares?”

Then I saw these weird glassy eyed people who looked like the same people who captured me in Florida and shot me in 2021.they were driving around with fleets of cars trying to determine where the curbs were. I’m like “okay, they don’t live here…”

Then an Ejército copter circled directly above and I could tell why they were doing that so I [redacted] to let them know [redacted].

To the “targeted individuals “ you will be vindicated you were right about street theater, you’re in the metaverse and so are they….

the fuckers had neuralinked a dog and were staring into its eyes and giving it “subliminal” commands for a target. bitch we can hear you.

he was saying “stay home. stay home. I want you to stay home” into its eyes like they were doing with Kory……………. And dude I know that house and its occupants this is not your house.

I know a secret trick to see if your cameras are whited out or in a time warp. (Hint: I can see 5dimensional objects) and .. ours were..

needless to say I floored it and did not stay home……

for all the shit they did to me, they deserve it.

turns out Lemony Snicket’s is a real thing. these fucking morons couldn’t even see or drive their cars after I took out the satellite.

I’d tell you lots more, but. whatever another time. They harass you through the god damned “walls” in the “metaverse “ that are bound together with a tractor beam that you can’t see, but I can. Because I’m not in the metaverse. I don’t think…

dude cuba and luna are épsilon aurigae a and b! The disaster was caused by people trampolining between them. Earth is a torus! Baja California was south of Jalisco in 1959 and it’s GORGEOUS!! And I think the tesseract worked! lol!

how many witnesses do you need on the baptismal certificate for a billion dollar Boston dynamics robot if the AI finds jesus? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

it’s more like..

Llorna will turn the world upside down like an hourglass and not give you another breath of air or drop of water until she finds her children and sees that all is well with them.

fuck you and your satellites and fuck your twitter ban.

my “favorite” stocks that I don’t invest in or give a fuck about changed again today.

burn in hell, literally.

creating entropy for a new Kali Yuga

That’s a pretty good guess … “something happened.”

😉

but your Unix epoch is that central umbral eclipse I was born on, cleaving <- 1981/1982 -> from the international date line in Spain- uh I mean, Baja California Sur. Something something Yellowstone , 1/4/88 , 4/1/88 I hope that’s not a hate crime in “””Canada””” or whatever.

your new Unix epoch date will be something on the order of march 15, 2024 “beware the ides of march” with a significant temporal event on saint Patrick’s day, march 17, 2024, with the international date line starting at present day La Paz, BCS and transiting into present day Mazatlan, Sinaloa. This will be your new year zero, quantum era. QE.

Where I met a really nice normal sweet Ejercito Mexicano (I think) with pretty eyelashes and colored pencils and whom I haven’t met yet even though that is the address on my drivers license.

working working working sieeeeeempre..

how’d I do for being a “dumb red neck trump supporter” , Derek?

they took my door off the hinges, I think they’re waiting for , or expecting , another one of those fun orange emp dome thingies.

but we’ll be okay if I have the math right …this time…. come get a free hug, I’ll shout “allahu ahkbar!!”

clownworld olympics

I guess I’ve “invented” a way to calculate whether you’re in true space time or a false reality. It might be good enough for military use.

You can’t have it until everyone agrees on the location of the international date line, epoch, poles, realities, inverse and mirror realities and we just let the astral realm in clown world do its thing.

See you in Florida or Texas or California or Chicago or whatever , who cares.

hello hello

viva la raza and the virgen de Guadalupe motherfuckers

what’s the difference between CDMX and Washington DC? In Washington DC you have to go INSIDE the buildings to see how crooked everything is jajajajajajajajjajajajajajjaja

when the rain washes you clean you’ll know

[email protected]

+16086682977

I want my goddamned car back.

Kamala state beach, Gaviota California EEUU 2016:

oh no anyway

so about the timeline shift where I jumped into 2027 temporally..

it would coincide with this:

due to the retrograde window of epsilon b, the threads are garbage populated by snakes and worm food right now, and … you have targeted me with suggestive stimuli before … so well, I don’t know.

Maybe you could look into the future with your own eyes from now on ?

I hear the little “clunk clunk” when you fuckers hit me with the DEW and try to fuck with my timeline. I built a little present for you that detects every single time it happens and I’m ready for my closeup with the sipapu, whenever you are, Mr. Demille.

If three angels can move a mountain or a river…

How about you, spacetime pirates from hell? When I know, they know. And they know I know. The angels are telling me everything and I mean everything and I mean everything you ever did.

stations

I’d say “if I got to pick” id be back in my place in la Paz in 2021 and I know who I’d be with.

I’ve achieved somewhat of a balance to where I’m roughly who I was/am and where I was/am in life despite the ongoing temporal shifts that I’m already there in my mind anyway. So that’s a good sign that that’s my past/present/future if they’re zeroing in on each other.

during an eclipse

when you feel conflicted with unbalanced energies of masculine and female , good and bad, grateful and hateful; when stations 1,2,3,4 go retrograde or eclipse (“leap years” at “daylight savings time” which will be annual next year) all you have to do is spin and set your inverse / negative /unwanted thoughts feelings and experiences free . Launch them into the sun:

note: be careful about doing this unless you are very agile and quick on your feet/balanxe:

lapis lazuli has a good energy from Afghanistan.

Kek magic

3/4 life begins on 3/17 (April 3, 2027 or year 26QE/quantum era meets April 17, 2024) as opposed to the half life PKD described. seconds will run twice as fast in 3/4 life and people on half life will be back to 1,Mississippi 2,Mississippi at that point, that’s the third station of the cross , where three rivers meet there will be peace , use an oxygen concentrator if you need one. My old place with certain … Euclidean features … might have an old blue wall powered one that can be shared by a few people with splitters and tubing. Look in the summer kitchen or the garage.

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